My week

Prayer needs:
-Money for Bulgaria and if I should add that to this summer ($2500)
-A place to live that is not my house (preferably without me having to work)
-A Christian community
-How to get all of my meds filled for the summer

What God has been saying this week
-Don't be scared. There is much darkness, serial killers exist people live with no empathy for others. Evil is out there. How can I deal with that? I training to be a counselor, I can't deal with that reality. Answer: I don't have to. God is the light that stepped into the darkness and depravity, it is His job to carry this suitcase. It is too heavy for me.
-Sexual sin is a reality that I need to be aware of and on guard against and the way I need to guard right now is not yoking myself with someone who will not be equal to me. Not meaning less or more worth but maturity, ect. there is a guy that I like but he is not a mature Christian and right now does not show a heart rending for sin. Me wanting him has caused me to dull my heart to God and wanting a sinless life and wanting His things. I need to guard myself from choosing a mate that will not edify me.
-Mercy: God's grace and restoration to be able to want the things HE wants and to work in His kingdom for His things and to pick up where I left off by repenting is always available. If I want to turn back to God He will let me and I get to start walking with Him again.