You made a man lame? Why?

God causes things to happen to show that is what is needed for that situation. This smacks at my sense of justice to say "So you screw things up just so you can show that are you the one who can fix them?" That's stupid and it causes me undue pain! What kind of God would do that or need to do that to be known?" Then I realize how brilliant and merciful that is. God catches our notice so we can see Him to be saved. God will cause despair so that we can see that He is our Joy all so that we can believe in Him and be saved. It is not about God fixing our lives it is about Him being known and us being saved. I don't like it but I also love it. My problem is that I like comfort too much and when God does not give it to me I don't like it. I don't want to see things His way but when I do what He does starts to seem more logical I may not like it but I can see why He does it and I can say I don't understand you with peace and not fear.